sleep thoughts

Why don’t they ever teach us the important lessons?
How hope and madness differ only in degrees.
How to love is the hardest verb to conjugate.
How time is most often measured in scars,
how we’re most often weighed by our mistakes,
and that our brain is the most deceitful of all our organs –
our heart the most unreliable.
Why don’t they teach us that truth can only be found in the eyes,
and where they refuse to look?

the odd girl

memoirs of .....

i just want to talk to you
after all these days now i do
seems i should have tried

but you make me feel odd
you still do,right this moment
as i stand next to you
i still feel the same way about you
and did i to you?
i dont know and never will

its raining outside
and my hearts pouring with your gloom
forgive me for being so common
but i have nothing else to offer


i do want to say more
but then that will get me more mellow with sorrow
and as this nignt ends
i know ull be gone.

the end of four years

well yes the 4 yrs of my university life has ended
do i have any regrets?
i did want it to end, given that i was getting pissed off seeing
all those familiar faces everyday.
but on the last day there was gloom
why i dont know?