keep ur head up

been some time since i have written,infact a long time.
i know i havent been faithful to what i started but then its me
my life hasnt got gory nor has it been starry eyed
still stuck with the hook thats been going into the same hole of my belt ,
i have been reading or atleast started,everyday i feel like quitting my sombre job
but then what would i do,watch the world move by me ,
some things are not meant to be for some of us,
i am still not glad its not me though,
i shall wait with patience for i have hope